as today i realize why the so called 'gift'or ássistance' are delayed up till this very year..
and how often i heard, read where people say, never loose hope in Him...
although i know it theoretically, but only today, the practical came & color the sight to me..
although one might have ask/supplicate/doá to The Al Mighty, numerously, one still yet to receive the awaits call.. and yet to be answered..
and now i know why..
this bring me love Him even more..
thank you Allah..