back then, i often taught that i'll be the one who will hold my mum's hand to assist her to walk as she gets older..

unfortunately, today, it turn out to be the opposite of it..

as my mum grow older, she is the one who need to assist me to walk..

in this, i really think the quote that say "friends come and go, yet family stays forever"is true..
like my dad has been saying to me all this time.. and now i know, its true enough..

it is a sad thing tho, as i still needed her to help me move around.. where i should be the one who help her to do so..

honestly, i feel very sad about this.. and i've been asking myslf, who will later assist me when she's no longer aroind..

perhaps, i should be the one to go first to avoid burdening her even more.. yet, there are still not enought deeds for me to go and meet my Lord..
^forrrrrr
and there are still responsisbilities i need to fullfill here..

"O Allah, the Ever Knowing, everything happen is the best as You planned it to be. Give me strength to face every rock put for me to stumble upon.. and forgive me for unable to perform my best deed to You.."

-penOff-