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today scenery was the most amazing ever.. subhanallah.. one hope it'll be a frame in one mind that will not vanish forever..
one take it as a gift from Him.. to console one heart's that is not in a stable state recently.. in addition to things that keep pondering in one's mind that one seem could not put it aside..
one admits that the adversities would come at a time and diminish from one mind at another instance, but it all come back and haunt again one's mind..
what could one do to make it disappear totally..? a question that one have no answer for it..
one remembered a piece of advice from Him..
"only heart that in remembrance of Allah will find peace.."
it used to be an advice that one take it fully when the hearts does not feel at ease..
nonetheless, lately.. the more one chose to remember Him.. the more one heart struggle to find peace.. for the fear that one has violate His law..
dread for unawarely go against His decree..
would one return back to Him in the sincerest faith in one heart and soul..
too much questions hammering one's mind..

and d request a moment ago from one family weigh down the enigma even more..

O Lord.. O Allah.. give me strength to face this worldly test of yours..
only to You i turn and seek..