Ramadhan is coming..
yey!
Been waiting for this month to arrive.. But one thing, would i still be breathing, when the 1st ramadhan finally arrive..
It seems so near, but yet, so far away.....
its near because its a thing that would surely be there, every year until the day He decide to end the world..
yet.. its far..because, a more definite thing , death.. will surely come and lure me to the other side of life..
These two opposite side of 'pole' cause me to be uncertain whether i'll still be there to make use to the fullest the benefits and grants in this month of ramadhan..
huhu..makes my heart ache to think bout it..
Will i still be alive on 1st ramadhan this year till the end of that month..?
O' Allah..my Lord..
Its been determined when my life will end in this world, and only You know when the time will come.. And when it does, i ask from you my Lord, that i'll come to You when i'm being the most faithful to You among Your servants..