now, since the labour day hol. falls on thursday, people seem to extend it by taking an extra leave till the end of the week..

and same goes to my parents..

They are actually leaving my bro and i the home to ourselves, for us to manage..

and now i felt the pressure and experience to manage a home, by being the authority to manage it well.

its actually a burden without i even realise it.. it seem simple, but hey, its not as easy as it look..

and now, i know, if possible, i just wanna own a small, home..

ok, i just heard the azan.. im off now..

-till then-

As i was browsing thru the net, i came across a 'tittle' that said 'is Jesus God?'

Out of curiosity, i clicked on the link... and read through on why jesus christ is believed to be a god..

just to respond to the 'article' , Jesus attributes, characteristics, which had made him look up on, were actually portrayed by all of the God's messengers... which placed jesus as one of the prophets,a messenger, as claimed & acknowledged in islam, by the true muslims..

and to say that jesus was different because Mary, jesus mother, where it was acknowledged in the holy Quran that she was the righteouswoman where she was even given a chapter (chapter 19) in the Holy Quran by her name, in arabic as Mariam, where Mary or Mariam was told that she'll be given a son although no men had ever touched her....

But in all,  the reason why Allah had made jesus birth as miracle, is to placed him to be one of the prophets..

During jesus teachings at that time, he never mentioned of him being the son of God or the   the God itself.

its just because of his good attributes, characterisrics, which was certainly rare at that time, together with his special existance had made people around to look up upon him and believe him to be the son of god or the god himself..

yet Allah Ta'ala has clearly responded to this by saying

'The Messiah,  son of Mary, was not but a messenger; other messengers have passed  on before him. His mother was a supporter of truth. They both used to eat food. Look at how God made clear to them His signs,yet they are deluded away from the truth'
(chapter 5,verse 75)..

The people who had lived with jesus, had known there will be another prophet after him..

but then, there are also whom tried to blinded the truth by tampering with the true source..
for the true book would have been inline with the quran..

wallahu'alam..only Allah knows best..

As we wake up each morning, being given another day to breath in His blessfulness air, have we ever thought thanking Him for the yet,another chance to live it in..

why do the new day being mentioned  as a 'chance'..?

It had become a routine to us for every day after a peacefull night, able to wake up for the new day.. And one day, it just might be the day where we'll no longer being given the gift to continue on breathing in His Mercy...

or we have gone through yesterday, without being involved in anything that might have taken us away..

And at that moment, when we are unable to go through another day.. there will rise up all kind of regretfulness for the unfinished business.. and by that time, the regret will no longer be of any use since it could never be mend..

.. so as i'm writing this, Great Thanks to Allah Ta'ala for still giving yet another chance..another day..

and if you're reading this, He is also still giving you the chance to amend  its just a sign that He is still giving the chance of for us to rub off the sins that have scarred off the beauty of the smooth plate of deeds..


it also might be for us Glorify Him, when we may have ignore to do so..

a reminder for me, who had ignore all His signs..

-till then, pen off-

‘Apabila Allah menghendaki kebaikkan hambaNya, maka Ia akan dipercepat siksa baginya di dunia.. '
(HR Tirmidzi)

‘Siapa dikehendaki oleh Allah mendapat kebaikan, maka ia akan ditimpakan musibah (sesaat).’
(HR Bukhari)

‘Sesungguhnya, kualiti pahala terletak pada kualiti cubaan. Siapa Redha, Makai akan mendapatkan redha dari Allah dan siapa kecewa, maka ia akan mendapat murka dari Allah.’
(HR Tirmidzi)

‘Siapa dikehendaki oleh Allah mendapat kebaikan, maka ia akan ditimpakan musibah (sesaat).’
 (HR Bukhari)

' Sesungguhnya, kualiti pahala terletak pada kualiti cubaan. Siapa rela, maka ia mendapatkan redha (dari Allah) dan saiapa kecewa, maka ia mendapat murka (dari Allah) '
(HR TIrmidzi)

 So, basically, seseoarang itu akan diuji oleh Allah apabila Allah mengkehendaki kebaikkan baginya, dan tahap ujian itu hanya Allah yang mengtahui sejauh mana tinggi ujian itu pada hambaNya..

Mungkin ujian ‘A’ kepada seoarang hamba terasa amat perit & pedih sedangkan pada hamba yang lain, nampak seperti hanya ujian kecil sahaja. Jadi kalau dilihat pun pedih ujian yang menimpa kepada seseorang, lagilah pedih buat yang melaluinya.
Mungkin dari situla kata2 “Berat mata memandang, berat lagi mahu memikul” hadir..

With all the recent events that occur lately, with the vanishing flight, continuous bus crash cases each day, does it ever cause us to think, why all of these befall now?

There must be something Allah want us to look upon & ponder that had caused us to be tested in such manners..

And we can just blame on the upper level position, but we need to look at each of us.. For us to ponder, think and improve ourselves here.
For me to improve myself..

-till then-

As i've suspected earlier, where an old guy who rapped a girl told that he actually inteded to marry her will soon be followed by others..

and yeah, in today news, there is another guy, who raped a disable girl, said he intended to marry her..
http://www.thestar.com.my/News/Nation/2014/04/15/Rape-accused-changes-plea-and-wants-to-marry-victim/

hm.. it'll soon be a trend..

well, to those guys out there, if you really intended to marry her, then why don't you marry her first then?

Why do we called it friendships when in fact, the interactions only occur when one is close to the other..

when the seas come in between the bond,
& when the current worklife sway away the remembrance..
until the the beam that was once balance, topside & tuple it over sending the side to crash down below..

Just last nite, a friend whom i fond to be with & always loved due to Allah, had passed away, leaving me with just the memories we had together..

& im blaming myself as i were not keen enough to look for & contact her while she's still here walking around the earth..

i were not aware of her presence back in with our nations..

and were not aware she had actually tied a knot with a man whom had joined her as the martyred.

may Allah grant His Pleasantness with His everlasting Mercy to both of them..

insya'Allah..

What is your great interest..?

Well, for me, my greatest interest is too travel..

regardless the travel lay for luxury or for a working trip, i like both..

well, if the trip intended to attend a meeting, i'll be anxious with no doubt..

but the reason my keen to travel other than sight seeing the beauty of His Greatness,

i want my head to mark it place all over the world for bowing down & postrate to Him..

as a sign that i have indeed bowed to The All Mighty regardless where i am..

in hope that it will help me somehoe later upon facing the judgement in the hereafter..

well, i hope it does assist me on the day of judgement..

-till then...-

Since entered this new year, my life has been more & more  filled with humongous work..
well of course its the office work..

Its like my life is at the workplace..2/3 of the day is at the office..

bfast, lunch, dinner with work..

sleep with thinking bout work..

i have enough of this..

so yesterday evening i decided to go back home
 without bringing anything relared to work..

&Alhamdulillah, i finally had the best sleep of the month..

well, tomorrow it will all start again..

o Lord, ease every step and path i'll face for me & give me the strength to face & endure it..